It’s goin down.

My London bridge that is, yet again. Tangyna! Palakpak na naman ang flower ko! Wahaha!

It’s fuckin official: May crush ak0! Puchak! Last had this feeling way back in highschool. I’m a complete stranger to this sensation again.

Went to GP late. Didn’t catch Thea today. Drat.

Did’nt go to class as well. Sorry naman. It’s only my first time in this class so its owwwwwkay!

Hanged out with ********************* today. WOW. Kilig ako. Kinausap niya ako. At di lang usap ha, TAMBAY. Wowowee tlaga.
Cant spill much what we talked about. Malalaman niya na xa un. Wahaha (sarili ko lang ang mamakapigil sa kin na magsalita sa blog ko.) Nagyaya xa kung gusto nab a daw naming pumunta sa kainan na gusto nyang puntahan. Sabi ko bukas nya na lang ako idate. Wahaha.waahahahahahaha! Napakatinding kilig!

Nung una nga, ayaw nila wale sa kanya. Ang weird kasi eh. Bata pa kasi. Natawa nga ako eh. Naintindihan ko kasi sila eh. Honestly tingin ko sa kanya nung una nag bibida bida xa. Pero we all realized na he’s just being nice. Bait na bait si Averee sa kanya. Papasa na daw para sa kin. Yess! May boto na! hahaha!

Sa totoo lang natatakot ako pumunta ng GP with the thought of seeing him whatsoever. I fear of laying my eyes (and even my hands) on him. Di to pwede madevelop…must….contain myself….
I should be like wood, stiff and numb.

Kaya ko to. As if naman na sobrang lumelevel na yung kung ano man meron sa kin no. kaya ko to..kaya ko to….

Sayang naman kasi kung papabayaan kong umusbong ito. Medyo may friendship na nga eh. As if naman magiging type nya din ako.. HE’s FUCKIN STRAIGHT.



Isa pa, I promised myself that I wouldn’t be in any lovey dovey emotional involvement with to anyone after Crom. And I’ve no plans of ruining it just because an adorable and hot guy (for me lang. wow!) came to my life.

Ayokong maging kasiraan xa sa kin.. Ayokong isipin xa araw araw at gabi gabi. Ayokong mawala kung ano yung mero kami so far. Ayokong malunod sa sama ng loob pag nalaman ko na may GF pala xa…

Eh bakit di ko mapigilan gawin yun?


*NOW I CAN'T LET HIM SEE MY BLOG. HE'S NOT STUPID TO NOT KNOW WHO i AM PERTAINING TO HERE. TOO BAD...