2days and not a fucking entry?!
SORRY!!!!!! I know there were people who dropped by to check if I had anything to share bout my life the past 2 days, but I was just to lazy/sleepy/horny to say something. The past two days for me was an emotional roller coaster...The other day I was happy like a tranny, then yesterday I was damp and tramp swampy. ANYWAY, Let me make it up to you by spilling what was down 2 freakin days ago.
On the left side... (10.09.06)
...weighing 125 lbs, the fab and oh so not drab, the one..and only RALPHINELLA PEPPEREUX!
AND THE OTHER BIATCH occupying the rest of the ring, weighs...a lot, the hated best friend, THEA! nyahaha! It was sooo on.
Yeah, Thea and myself had the fight of the history. Once again, about her abandoning us. Many words were said. Many poopies came out of each others mouths. I wish I could post it here, but my phone being the crappiest, straight-to-the-trash-ish, I wasn't able to save sent messages.
In the end, we both say sorry, made up, kissed up and had make up sex..not!
Yeah, I know I was in rage the past few days but, no matter how bitchy that girl is, I can't leave her. I've left her once and I swore never to do that again. So, stick to my words I must. I love that fat bitch. Lab yu bespren!
I also promised never to talk about this here or in her blog. I solemnly promise to n
ot talk about this here or there. So y'all fuckers just ask me in person if wanna know the scoop! haha! *kidding*
Shit. I feel it coming. (10.10.06)
Thea and I are back and reunite our bond is the unbreakable kind. Although I still feel a li'l not comfortable around her. Its ok..I'll get by in no time.
And just when I thought everything will be better now, another problem barged in: HIM.
Everyday us getting harder to pretend everythings fuckin owkay. No matter how I try to act normally around HIM, I just cant stop scattering shit around HIM. help me on this one, anyone?
Everytime I approach HIM, I do in the most normal, casual, he-wouldn't-suspect way. But hes the one w Nobody can understand how I really feel, ho's avoiding me. The hell? When we first met he was the one who was like drooling just to talk to me, and now things are exactly vice-versa. None of the songs I've heard can describe my feelings. O fuck yeah, why am I wondering? Even I dont know what I'm feeling right now. right...
I know I promised my girlfriend MIKKI that I wont have even an ounce of admiration on him starting today. Sadly, feelings can't be manipulated. Fuck I wish I could. If only I could, I wouldn't be the drama queen that I am now. I wouldnt be excited to see him everyday, I wouldnt be sad if I dont see him 'round, and most of all, my life would've still been peaceful and serene and less shitty.
Now I have no choice but to keep being "normal". ugggghhhhhhhhh fuck fuck fuck. I wasn't born to be normal. I'm born to be fab. And pretending is soo not fab.
SORRY!!!!!! I know there were people who dropped by to check if I had anything to share bout my life the past 2 days, but I was just to lazy/sleepy/horny to say something. The past two days for me was an emotional roller coaster...The other day I was happy like a tranny, then yesterday I was damp and tramp swampy. ANYWAY, Let me make it up to you by spilling what was down 2 freakin days ago.
On the left side... (10.09.06)
...weighing 125 lbs, the fab and oh so not drab, the one..and only RALPHINELLA PEPPEREUX!
AND THE OTHER BIATCH occupying the rest of the ring, weighs...a lot, the hated best friend, THEA! nyahaha! It was sooo on.
Yeah, Thea and myself had the fight of the history. Once again, about her abandoning us. Many words were said. Many poopies came out of each others mouths. I wish I could post it here, but my phone being the crappiest, straight-to-the-trash-ish, I wasn't able to save sent messages.
In the end, we both say sorry, made up, kissed up and had make up sex..not!
Yeah, I know I was in rage the past few days but, no matter how bitchy that girl is, I can't leave her. I've left her once and I swore never to do that again. So, stick to my words I must. I love that fat bitch. Lab yu bespren!
I also promised never to talk about this here or in her blog. I solemnly promise to n
ot talk about this here or there. So y'all fuckers just ask me in person if wanna know the scoop! haha! *kidding*
Shit. I feel it coming. (10.10.06)
Thea and I are back and reunite our bond is the unbreakable kind. Although I still feel a li'l not comfortable around her. Its ok..I'll get by in no time.
And just when I thought everything will be better now, another problem barged in: HIM.
Everyday us getting harder to pretend everythings fuckin owkay. No matter how I try to act normally around HIM, I just cant stop scattering shit around HIM. help me on this one, anyone?
Everytime I approach HIM, I do in the most normal, casual, he-wouldn't-suspect way. But hes the one w Nobody can understand how I really feel, ho's avoiding me. The hell? When we first met he was the one who was like drooling just to talk to me, and now things are exactly vice-versa. None of the songs I've heard can describe my feelings. O fuck yeah, why am I wondering? Even I dont know what I'm feeling right now. right...
I know I promised my girlfriend MIKKI that I wont have even an ounce of admiration on him starting today. Sadly, feelings can't be manipulated. Fuck I wish I could. If only I could, I wouldn't be the drama queen that I am now. I wouldnt be excited to see him everyday, I wouldnt be sad if I dont see him 'round, and most of all, my life would've still been peaceful and serene and less shitty.
Now I have no choice but to keep being "normal". ugggghhhhhhhhh fuck fuck fuck. I wasn't born to be normal. I'm born to be fab. And pretending is soo not fab.
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