HEE HEE HEE HEE HEE!!!! EEK EEK EEK EEK!!!


Happy Day of Souls to Everyone!


Wasn't able to update because we went to my lola's new chill out place. It's called ETERNITY GARDENS in Cavite. She doing very good when we saw her. She doesn't seem to get tired of lying down on her BED. She also having new friends. Isn't that cool? My lola's still friendly even if she's 6 feet under already! got it?


Actually it's my lola's resting place. The ambiance was nice. It's so peaceful, and quiet. But of course it's sad to have a reason to go there. It's our first time to sleep overnight in a cemetery. And the first time always feel good. I was with my cousins and and my uncles and my titas.

Actually I just ate and slept there. Love it!



There wasn't any cute guys there so there wasn't anyone worth remembering. But I heard DIETHER OCAMPO's GRANDMA was also buried there. There's this little mausoleum with a big "OCAMPO" above the door. That could be it. Me and Cheng (my sistah) hoped to see him last night or the morning after but to no avail.


I wasn't able to share any pictures galore last night because the digicam I used was so fucking complicated and I didn't know that I didn't take any picture. The buttons were so fucked up. All the fabulous poses lola and I did were futile.


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Just minutes before I began typing for this entry, Mindy, a cousin of mine spilled an issue she's having with a friend, her bestfriend.


She had a major, as in colossal fight with her bestfriend. A loss of trust occured, There was deceit. My cousin didn't know what to believe in everything she said. But my cousin, being so like me, a forgiving and compassionatebitch , eventually kissed up and made up with *bestfriend.


But now, that trust is being put to test again. There was this time that this friend was telling all bullcrap stories about her life. It wasn't hard at all for Mindy to believe what her friend says, believing that the days of all lies have ended already. But their other friends have given my cousin a new angle on her friend's stories.


*FRIEND: I have guys here and there, they're all perfect, but I can't possibly choose them over AJ*(not his real name) because I lurve him so much no matter how he hurts me every single fucking day blah blah blah blah....(the litany goes on...)


Mindy: You have to choose who's better for you. If you're happy being a doormat then deal with it. But for me if your other guys are perfect, then why not choose one of them and dump AJ* for good?


*FRIEND: No I can't! Even if I want to, my heart and my mind are tied to him! I can't do anything about it.


Mindy: Could you like, describe your other guys to me? Like all of them?


*FRIEND: Oh, they're all cute, they go to very good schools. They're good in bed. They can even walk on fire bitch! In short, THEY'RE PERFECT. They all said they love me, some even threatened me they'll do something bad to me/themselves if I don't choose them.


Mindy(to self):whoah, these guys really are perfect. But how come I've never seen any one of them?


*OTHER FRIENDS: Hey Mindy, didn't the thought of proving these guys' existence popped in your puny little brain? Haven't you wonder why they're all so perfect? haven't you asked yourself how come you haven't seen any of these guys? C'mon bitch! You can take a picture of some other guy and shout out that he's your boyfriend!?!


Mindy(to self again): HUH?!?! Could she actually be lying to me for the second effing time??


QuestionS in my ass:


*What if this friend of Mindy's really making up stories just to make her life seem happy and make her the bida in the story?


*How can it EVER compute that you have 'perfect' guys 'drooling over you' and yet you're settling for a promiscuous airhead? THAT IS SO NOT THE NATURE OF HUMANS, DON'T YOU THINK?


*What would you do if you're in her shoes, and her other friends do have a point?
What if there's a 70-30 % chance that a friend is lying to you?


*What would you do if you're looking at her as a psycho bitch who's already pretty much absorbed with all the lies she's making up that you're like convinced with the things she says?


*How can you deal with living with a friend like that every single day of your life, perpetually hearing all these talkshit and forced to hear it and say something about it?


*Most of all, how could you deal with the fact that, like your friend, you are being a doormat as well? How could you bear the pain of being lied to in your face EVERY SINGLE DAY??




To my friends who are lying to me: Don't think you're fooling anyone. I'm just giving you the the chance of honing your talent in storytelling. Just don't let me catch you. Watch your backs all the time. Don't give me the chance to bite your heads off when you're ungPublishuarded.


Am I being bitter? harsh? scary? good. :) Right for the occasion. haha!


MUWAH!!!