The Steady Girl, Midterms and the Social Experiment.

Phew! I must say, this is a very very tedious day for me.

I had my HARTDS2 (history of arts and design 2) midterms today and I didn't know I was gonna take it until earlier this am. Cramming galore! I had to read 3 fucking handouts (3 lecture of 3 meetings, 2 chapters of a book, and 2 essays) and have my head absorb all of it for like 4 HOURS! haha I'll bet my balls I'm so gonna flunk that test.

Kim was also planning her debut programme. It'll be this coming Sunday (October 29) at this creepy old house near her place. That bitch...She's gonna make me dance in the 18 roses (ugggh a sooo male thing) and sing in her 18 songs! She's so filled with ideas. The party will have a HALLOWEEN theme. I'm thinking of being a witch(urrrgh, typical). But Kim thought it's better to be catwoman(where will I get a damn outfit?). Maybe I'll be a pregnant nun instead (not sure yet). I'll check out anniescostume.com later for ideas.


Andrew(my super xxxxxxxxxx crush refer to my 10.17.06 entry for pics) was there with me the whole afternoon. It's good that he's starting to be cool with my familiah. He was goofin around with Nico all afternoon. And I'm finally the steady girl that I wanted to be. I was completely cool around him. I so knew I'll get over the fucking uncomfy feeling. And It's good. Even when i saw him talking to my anak Aina, I didn't give much damn. Thought I'll freak out. But I handled it just fine. I feel super now. I'm the wood hearted bitch that I need to be.


I really love bryanboy's site. I'm an avid fan! Reading his blog really makes my nights happy. It has a really light and faggy touch to it, and that makes me giggle everytime I pay a visit.


And since I love him so much, I decided to try his style. I wondered how does it feel to be bryanboy for a day? So I prepared my babytee, my cropped pants and my brown leather bag my ninang bought me from hongkong and of course, the sunglasses and put them on to school! The bag was given to me while I was still girly girl in highschool but stopped usin it after grad.

Leather shoulder bags have no place the macho RALPH's closet! ahahaha! But not today.

Having that look lead me to making a social experiment. I really dont know this but, what do straight people really think about cross dressers?

So I did. Too bad I dont have a photo of my look but It sure is fag. I was right about my hypothesis. Straight guys are really scared of cross dressers! I hailed for my ride to school twice but none even cared to look at me! Being 5'10 tall and having this really pretty face, I'm deadly fucking sure the drivers noticed me! Also on my way back home, I took a jeep. And the hell, nobody even had the courtesy of passing my fare to the driver!! The jeep was filled with guys! I had to come near the driver just to get my coins to him.

But I liked it. I liked it when people avoid me which gave me more space in the jeep. It made my ride better. I literally opened my legs on it's widest! It's cool. But a little sad. Of course it's sad when nobody wants to sit next to you.

Worst is, I like this cute bisexual guy in front of me. Now that I've experienced this, I thought about those who are crossdressess big time. Imagine, they're already used to being avoideed in public places. I never experienced that when I'm dressed as a man. Some girls even like to bump the legs with mine. harhar!

People are so judgemental. Especially straight people. How can they overlook a person and just see them and judge them on the surface? I don't get it. For me everyone is good in their own way, yet we ( I admit I do this sometimes..yeah most of the time) think shit of people even if what they do is what's making them happy. At least they had the balls to be real. I bet these crossdressers are more of a man than pamintas (masculine gays). At least they're not afraid to shout out to the world that they are what they are. And that's what makes gays beautiful. They carry themselves with all tiniest bit of confidence in them. Straight people, you should learn to love us. We are what you see. And what you see is what you get. Discrimination is so out. This is the 21st century for crying out loud! Respect is what we need. and that's what will make this world a better place. I thank you, bow!

To all the gay guys who reads my blog-a-log, let's raise our hands to the air and wiggle our assess. We are all beautiful! We must love ourselves, we must worship ourselves. We must thank God for making us who we are. This body's the only one we've got and let's not hate it or change it. I love myself. And I love the rainbow flag. Kudos to all of us! Gotta love the pink life!

^ The infamous Rainbow Flag

PICTURES GALORE!!

These pics were from 2 fridays ago when Kim, Mikki and I went shopping in Rob Place. We passed by National Bookstore and saw these pretty looking holloween masks and stuff that we're planning to buy for our halloween beerday. haha! enjoy.
^Look at my hat, not on my zit dammit! :>
Ralphinellapepereux, Mikki boi and Kim


We also dropped by tomato. Kim was looking for a nice gift for her debutant friend that day.
Ya'know what, their bags are sooo cool! It's chic and different, but best of all it chipipo! They had a freaky whopping 50% off on their bags! Imagine that, P200 for a cute leather bag! And it doesn't have the "made in baclaran" look. I love tomato! Here are some of the bags I lurve in tomato...




I also love this cross pendant...



That's all for now. I'm in desperate neeeed of a beauty rest. Got no space for new zits no more! Mom also said she'll lend me money for a cam if I'll be her errand girl/slave tomorrow! haha!


MUWAH!!!